Mini Junk Drawer
Oct 14, 2023
Yes, I am going to write less, as I suggested yesterday. But. Just a couple of quick notes first.
The slow gross rainy morning gave me the opportunity to finish categorizing the letters. Those books are still a loooooooooooooooooong way off, but I'll be ready when it's time. And I'll go ahead and categorize anything I write going forward. Like… this here goes in “journal” - ie, it won't make it to print.
And, man. I wrote some doozies this summer, too.
And that mood has merely faded, not gone away.
…
I hope you don't mind that I'm an ass man.
Lol.
I don't know whether it's that you've got me figured out, or you're just justifiably proud (hmmm I'm starting repeat myself I think, lol) but… I don't think you mind. I'm about 90% sure that you've gone out of your way to showcase that thing for me before. Bending double in those skorts (or whatever they were) right in front of me that one evening. Or, hell, walking up that dirt path…
I don't know. I have difficulty believing that you were unaware that that thing, clad in nothing but a tiny little bikini bottom which left almost nothing to the imagination, was literally two feet in front of my face.
Fully animated.
And then you did it again, two days later.
I mean. You knew… right? You know. You have to.
So, I think you at least have an inkling. And that you don't mind too much.
Well. Someone once said “An ass man is a good man.” I don't know if it's true or not, but…
I try, lol.
And I do appreciate the rest of you, too! I mean, when I'm talking about your beauty, you know I'm talking about all of you, right? You have the absolute most stunningly gorgeous face that I can even possibly conceive of. I do not know how your eyes exist within this universe, and your smile… god… your smiles, all five hundred million different smiles that you somehow know how to make… Every single one of them melts my heart every single time.
The rest of you, too. I mean, good fucking grief that selfie you posted after your 4th BBQ. I confess, I am merely a man… So, yes, your ass is my second favorite part of you, but those perfect breasts… sigh
Good lord, you are just perfect, head to toe.
Ok. Um. This isn't where I meant for this note to go, lol. Well. I got my jabs this morning, I don't usually have very bad side effects but maaaaaybe I will this time, and it'll finally put this particular beast to rest… for a time. Lol.
I have to engage with you, somehow.
I think I'm going to text you. I never know when I'm going to see you next, and I need to engage with you. Even if only for a few seconds.
Just… What? What can I bring up?
Well. Something will present itself, I'm sure. It has to. I need it to. Will it be as good as the Statue of ⭐️ podcast? Probably not. But something. Something.
And now I'm done. Signing off, until something happens.
I love you.
Yours,
♒️